Was it you?

I don't have time to make an excuse, rewind, take back any of these thoughts in my head…. To rearrange all the parts that are the past, once lived almost forgotten but somehow still burned into my faded memories . . .. They come to me in nights with my dreams, so they seem like reality till I wake – was it you inside of my head again last night – looking into my eyes to see you – to see you once again for who you were, are… now it seems you never were to me - in lies as in lines that come and go from our bed, drifting into the vast memories…. People, places, things . . .words and bodies all the same.

made up

inspired by josh.... product of a serious case of twin-insomnia and way too much time in the nights. enjoy.

They went to Finland!! And even mentioned Rovaniemi... how weird is that? haha~~ love them, go read!


bgm [mucc - chiisana mado]

Kerrang!

I don't usually fangirl (except for Hitsugi.....) and expecially not with this band..... BUT!! have you seen their videomessages from the K! tour? Even the freaking messiah did one AND!! he smiles in it *melts* go to youtube for the rest, but see this first, ok?




I just can't believe they all did these.... and I can't really write what I'm feeling right now, I'm not fangirling like crazy mind you... but I'm just feeling a huge respect towards them and considering how I've felt about them for a while now....*sigh* this is a good thing, okay. I just need to digest these a bit.

"that's gonna ruin your sight"

we were on the 'puter for a while and i come to the livingroom to find this *sigh*

also, it was our bigsisters birthday today? so congrats on the 26 years sis <3

made it home

though the time to get from tapanila to tuomarila took 1h 20min at this hour, including luxurious ~30min sitting at the pasila station and then freezing your hands off in the -15c (+wind) waiting the scheduled train (that stops at EVERY station) to come...

tomorrow we're going to see a band called 'shinedown'. should be fun even though i know nothing about then except their sound kinda reminds me of 'staind'.

watched 'changeling' (angelina, my darling <3) and 'hancock' (which lacked a good fight unfortunately u_u).

was a fun night, so thank you laku! now waiting for helichan :)